Struggles =\

So, today I've really been struggling with what God's plan for me is. I've had alot of weird thoughts about it. I'm still not sure about it though. I was googling random things, one of which, was 'God forums'. I know, sounds like a weird thing to google, right? Well, I found a very atheist-based website-discussion board actually. It's basicly atheist's and their thoughts about religion, the existence of a God, or multiple God's and how none of that is possible. I was saddened at some of the stuff they put in there about Christians, and even God himself ='(

Then I googled some stuff about creation verses evolution. I found some cool stuff I suppose, it really made me want to learn how to argue all those people on the atheist discussion board. I tried to register on their website (the atheist one), but when I tried to register the confirmation image thing wouldn't load. No idea why. So I kinda lost interest there.

All day though, I've been feeling God calling me to something, but I can't figure out what it is! I'm frustrated and excited all at the same time!